heh... when i wrote the word addiction up there, I suddenly visualised the picture of me drooling over 'many things'. Trust me, its not a pretty picture!
Throughout my life, I've been a victim to many kind of addiction... hmm.. lets see..
caffeinoholic
lovaholic
lustoholic
michiruholic
amberholic (obviously!!)
workaholic (haha... but i do, sometimes!)
blogaholic (which i am still in the stage of development)
fanficoholic and... there maybe more, which i can't really remember.
The funny thing is, as time goes by, the addiction fades just like that. I guess its an annual kind of a thing... hahaa..
Ah well, I dunno. But frankly, I think its not so bad to have many whateverholics. It somewhat provides a strong drive for you to go on with your daily life. :twisted:
I believe that most of you will agree with me that we tend to better appreciate something, when we've lost it. That something can be any living or non-living things.
Funny... why'd we human be like that. Does that means we fail to be grateful of what we have? Or are we prefer things that we can't have?
Ergh... human. Never satisfied with what we have. In a way, it is good, as it creates the passion to achieve something. But seeing it differently, we are actually taking things that belongs to us for granted.
Ah well, I may use different perspective in seeing things.. but, I am also like that.. :sigh:
Ah... when I dunno what to write... this is what i'm gonna do, obviously..
This scene happened in The Bronze, when Willow first introduces Tara to Buffy. But actually, its not Buffy! it's Faith, inside Buffy's body!! Well, just to remove the confusion... Enjoy!
[b]Willow: [/b] Anyone want a soda?
[b]Tara: [/b] Water.
[i]Willow walks off and Buffy notes Tara looking back at Willow. [/i]
[b]Buffy: [/b] So you guys been hanging out a lot lately, hunh?
[b]Tara: [/b] Yeah. she's, um, she's really cool.
[b]Buffy: [/b] So Willow's [i]not driving stick anymore[/i]. Who would have thought? I guess you never really know someone until you've been inside their sking. And Oz is out of the picture? Oh, never seen two people so much in love. She just couldn't get enough of old Oz.
[b]Tara: [/b] She, um, said he, uh, uh, w-w-w-w-w-went
[b]Buffy: [/b] He w-w-w-w-what? You gonna get that sentence out sometime tonight?
[i]--after some slaying...[/i]
[b]Willow: [/b] Everything poofed?
[b]Buffy:[/b] All's well in the world.
[b]Willow: [/b] Tara's not feeling well. I'm gonna walk her home.
[b]Buffy: [/b] Yeah. You give her whatever she needs...
Today, another story... (and forgive me if i'm being quite emotional...)
Currently, I am assisting in a project to produce one courseware. But now, while we are still in approval stage, my graphic designer's hobby is finding reasons on not to cooperate with us. Well, negotiating with clients is one major problem, and even in-house production requires a lot of communication skill!? It sucks!!
After three weeks, we got tired of sucking up to him, begging and pleading him to do what we want. So, few days back, my leader exploded.. KABOOM!!! Now, the big bosses knows that he has this attitude problem... I don't know what they'll do to this fellow... :?
:sigh: Come to think of it, why do we have to involve all those managers in this attitude problem? Each party is supposed to understand own role and responsibility. Until when are we going to run from our own responsibility? I do wish that I can easily say 'No' or 'I cannot do it' when it comes to work. But, I think, if we are paid to do the job, we have to try our best to do it...
But this type of 'runaway' people, really makes me sick. They make my work a living hell. I really hate this. Why can't this kind of people feel at least responsible in what they do?! :roll:
A company has just set up an office opposite mine. Before this, only my company occupies this level. So, this means that, I have a new neighbour!!
Well, OK... though i'm not so keen in socialising, I have a hobby of watching people. So, having to see new faces everyday while waiting for the lift, or in the toilet somewhat interests me. This means that i won't be looking at the same 'ol faces of my colleague anymore. hehehe...
Hmmm... notice that human being are always so interested in new things? We are always so engrossed in new thingy, that sometimes we forget about our past, our memories.
I admit that there was a time when i was sooo obsessed with a new 'toy', that even made me float to the sky, and forget about the ground.... But luckily, i've got this tiny bit of evergreen feeling that somewhat brought back the rational in me...
So, since then, I realise that I need to have a dream and ambition, but at the same time, i also need my memories, to tie me in to reality...
Today i want to tell you a story about my friend... Its kinda funny
One day, she accidentally locked herself in one room at her university. So, she just waited for any signs of people to pass by to seek for help. Then she saw this one lecturer walked along the corridor, and ready to shout for help.
But... she didn'y immediately scream 'Help! Help!!' Instead, she takes her time to think... what kind of screaming should be used.
She said to me that if she uses the high-pitch girlish type of screaming, people might think she's raped..!! :lol: And some more she said that its just not her type to act and sound tooo feminine. So, after few seconds were wasted, just to think of how to scream, she decided to bang the door and do the low-pitch shout, but by making sure that it's amplitude is high enough to attract the passerby. Well, luckily in the end she was saved...
I was practically ROTFL when she tells me the story. Just imagine, how can you still think about how you sound in an emergency like that!!? I tell you, my friend is crazy and so not panic.
I know that many people really care about how they appear to other people. But in an emergency case... will you still think about your appearance? Ah well, after hearing her story.. I am forced to believe that some would... :sigh:
It's Monday... the 'boring'est day for the week! I'm really tired, and sleepy... Anyway, I want to wish anor a very happy belated birthday. Hers is on the 17th January. She's a capricorn and almost one year older than me.. wohooo!
as much as i like my friend celebrating birthday, my least favourite part is the present. i always had a very, very hard time coming up with an ideal birthday present. What does girl loves for her birthday present? Is it flush toys, stationary, perfumes, jewellery, or kitchen appliances??
Ugh... I tell you, this year is the worse... just imagine, i gave anor an organiser and a book. I feel so lame.. How totally not creative of me! But, this is the problem when you have been with the person for many many years. You tend to ran out of ideas... hmmm... I wonder what's for next year...
But giving present for female is definitely better than male. That is why, I give my father a T shirt as his birthday present, every year... imagine that, every year! But whatever it is, the main problem is me. I really sux in thinking about gifts... :roll:
OK, out of everything, i really, really feel like having a picnic right now. What has gotten into me?? :sigh:
Picture this, the sun is shining, with songs going on... laying a mat on the green green grass of a park. Unpacking the food... sandwiches, fruits, or maybe some pizza and spaghetti meatball. yum!! and don't forget a splash of [i]Vanilla Coke[/i] (currently my favourite drink!!!)
I am really glad that my country is full with beautiful and interesting picnic spots. If you want to look at all the city people, just go any Park or Lake Garden. There are loads of 'em, pick the one you like.
Need to listen to the sound of water for some calming effect? No problemo... waterfall is everywhere (there's even one about 5 minutes drive from my house!). Or you can just go to any beach of your choice.
So, now I can pick the spot, but i still need someone to cook the food. Ah well, better wait till anor get back here... LOL!
hmm... pardon me OK.. today i'm gonna write about love. and how stupid love can be.
Let me start with a story. Long time ago, I knew a girl. She is soo madly and stupidly in love with a guy (definitely...!) But i dunno about the guy. He seemed to take her for granted. You know, just for the sake of having someone you could call girlfriend. So.. the story goes, and this guy is no longer interested with this girl. Saying that he's not ready for commitment, and whatnot.
Surprisingly, the girl is sooo like patience about this. She totally believe that this guy is meant to be hers, and is willing to wait. ARGHHH! :evil:
:!: Personally, I think this kind of girl is stupid!!! If he doesn't want you. Just go to hell with him. Its a waste of time. Its better for you to use the time to learn how to cook, or maybe go shopping. You can even use the time to find some replacement, fast! :!:
Just a simple advice to those stupidly loyal girl out there. There's always someone else who will love you for what you are. Its just a matter of time. But once you met the person, please, do not 'jual mahal' (play hard to get). Or else, you will suffer! You see... in today's world, you can even [i]'double' [/i]your chance in seeking the true companion. Girl... you just need to push the right button. :wink: [LINE] [b]Song snippet for the day:[/b] I’m under your spell Surging like the sea Wanting you so helplessly I break with every swell Lost in ecstasy Spread beneath my willow tree You make me complete... [i]Under Your Spell - Amber Benson[/i]
I realised, in this world, some people are very, very talented in dealing with people. They can easily make others to somewhat agrees with their opinion. Like my sister for example. She is so good in dealing with people. Almost everyone will agree with her. And she is so capable in saying no without offensing the other party.
As for me, I think I am the worst negotiator. I have difficulties to express myself, especially verbally. And, that makes people misunderstood me sometimes. But what the heck! Like its so cool to have people agrees and listens to you. Well, OK, maybe its a must for politician... heh...
I personally feel that it'll be a much easier daily life, if you can make yourself heard. So that the majority can understand, and agrees with you. Or at least provide their positive critics.
But, having the whole world to second your opinion, still isn't worth it if you don't have at least one person that are always there for you, and understand you throughout your life.
So, basically its all about balance in life. You need to please the majority, and you need one person, only one, that can please you in any situation. That's why behind every successful person, there's another person (preferably female... LOL!!)...
I rarely have chance to pamper my blog these few days. Been too busy. Meeting in the morning, back to the office, delegate the tasks, fight with the graphic designer :D , go back home, and get ready for tomorrow's meeting. And I even need to bring some of my work home, just because i refuse to stay back in the office.
Now i'm thinking, its quite crazy, few days back, i tried my best to kill my time. Now, the time is killing me. Everything needs to be settled by the day. :sigh: How I wish i can get along with time instead of we both keep on killing each other.. LOL!
I’ve been thinking... what will happen if one day, i am to be transferred to another place, where there's no one i know is there. hmm... must be terrible.
But, what i didn't realise is that, we don't need friends or relatives all the time. We can always make a new one! There are always someone who can provide us with their undying deeds, no matter where we're stranded.
Take anor for example, she went to a place without me, and without any relatives. But somehow, she is being welcomed like a family member from certain people there, even when they weren't at all related to her.
What i want to say is, despite of all the increasingly bad people in today's world, there are still some willing to help us sincerely. I think we just need to be positive, treat people with respect and believe in ourselves... so that along the way, God will send us the help that we need...
:shock: its the year 2004. As promised yesterday, i'm updating the blog using anor's PC err... no MAC today. Anyway, i'm not really in a great shape to write the blog now. Just recovered from the 'amazing' journey yesterday, and spent few hours sleeping on the floor. So, basically... I'm still sleepy. Please mind the babbling of a sleepy person here. Before I further damaging my blog... i better let anor take over with the writing... adios! I'm going back to sleep...
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Not much to say.... I am so happy that youtte is here today :lol: :lol: ... tooooo happy. Practically I have no idea to write anything ... but ..yeah ... HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!!!!! :D
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When you brought me here, I thought it was to kill me. Or to lock
me in some mystical dungeon for all eternity here, with the torture. Instead you go all Dumbledore on me.
Willow
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