Yesterday my new boss told me that she's resigning. She'll only be here until end of May. Funny tho'. After my 10 months working in this company, I really feel that resigning is a domino effect, since about 4 of the team left starting end of last year.
It all began with the Project Exec left as she wants to help in the family business. Then, my baldy boss left because he's starting his tuition centre. After that, we have one marketing manager took the ownership of the department. Surprise surprise, the manager had some disagreement with the CEO, and left too. In good way of course. So, his place is taken by this lady boss.
Last week, a graphic designer left as she's helping her boyfriend in his new designing company. And now's the lady boss' turn. And rumours spreading that the 'never ending criticising' designer is leaving too, but the top management refuses to accept his letter.
Wow! Does this a good sign or bad? It makes me think, shall I also find a greener pasture? OK, I may have found the thing that I really really want to do.. but its just a matter of funding. I guess, once its settle, I might as well be leaving the company also. Stilll, when will my funding thingy materialise? It may be a matter of months, or even years... :roll:
yeah yeah!! Harry Potter and the prisoner of azkaban is gonna be released soon. I really can't wait. Seems that lots of great movie sequeal are coming. HP is one, there'll also be Shrek2, Spiderman2, Resident Evil 2.
To be honest i don't really watch resident evil. Maybe because i'm not addicted to the game. Anyway, now i am re-reading HP&tPoA. This is the first time i'm gonna watch the movie after reading the book. Because sadly, I'm only motivated enough to read after watching the second movie. Ugh, if only i knew the book was soo much better than the movie... :roll:
At least after this, instead of feeling curious to know what's next in the movie, I can concentrate on figuring out scenes that are not included in the movie, compared to the book. Heh, that should be fun.
But just a reminder, if you know, or you don't know the movie, please save your knowledge or curiosity at home, because otherwise... somebody may kick you out of the cinema (somebody like me...) :lol:
Alone in this warm cubicle makes me yearning for sanity and patience from my sub-concious mind. How I wish I am a yoga master with total control of my mind. At least I dont have to think to scamper out of this place. :x
While doing my light reading early this morning, I came across this verse which I would like to share with other ppl.. hope you like it :wink: Out of the night that covers me, Black as pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be, For the unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance, I have not winced or cried aloud, Under the bludgeoning of chance, My head is bloody but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears, Looms but horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years, Finds, and shall finds me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate, I am the captain of my soul. ~ Henry ~
This morning my car was having another problem. It faced another malfunctionality. Fail to start when I was at the petrol pump refueling. :!: :!: Just approximately three days ago, I just got it fresh from workshop, clutch problem. At the very same week, my insurance and road tax reached its mortality, pathetic. As a poor person (materailly and emotionally) it was really a burden. Money is one thing but the emotional turmoil and turn down was much more tormenting than that. That one cant be replaced even by all the $$$$$ you have even in the Gringotts at Diagon Alley. If you were to see me now, I may look like one haggard girl (am i still a girl?? :roll: ) in the middle of Sahara desert after the verdict of an exile, which is more like a “go and suffer in the sand” you fuc**ng scumbag !!! Ok …enuff venting. I allege my temporary insanity.
But I consider myself lucky and so thankful for that. At least I have few people whom I can call my guardian angels. These people soothed me a lot. At least this alienated me in this peculiar cult, I still have these people. Yes they are far from me but I still have them. In this mire, I have them to offer helping hand and emotional support. What else do you need in time like this.??? As a conclusion, I really hope that I can be other’s guardian angel. This is because I know how much it means to the person in need in their difficult time.
And for my Angels …. Hope to be your angel too and may you have thousands of other Angels when you need them…..
i realise that i've been dumping this blog too long already. Well, the main reason is i've got another muse. And the muse is, well... work, what else. This week has been so tiring.
Ok... yesterday, I realise that the term day (or maybe night)-dreaming is actually a valid term. Just want to say that last night I feel like in the limbo.. in between awake, and sleeping. Actually it happened after i watched the TV. Suddenly i feel like all the TV character is really connected to my real world, and my friends, colleagues are somewhat inside the tv series. Oh heck!! It takes quite some time to brush it off my mind.. but I can't.
Makes me wonder.. what triggers it? I've been bulls**itting myself that its due to low level of ATP. Ahhh.. mostly its just my excuse. Since anor left, i hardly got a grip on my life. tough ne?? hehehe.. but that's the fact. When she's back.. ok, then i feel like blood starts gathering and distributing oxygen throughout my body.
or maybe... just maybe... i need to get away from my refraining-from-eating- kinda diet... heh... i dunno
Everyone wants to have a nice family, where they can share every great and ungreat moments. I am soo lucky because i consider i have a great regular family. Tho' its kinda difficult for me to totally open up to my parents, still, I know they trust me and will always be supportive.
Can we say that a family consists of a father, mother and few kids? Well, at least that's the main regular character of a family. But still, it depends on how you define a family. Is it called a family because all the members are available? Or is a family is not about the members... but the quality.
What are the quality. For me its love and care, trust, understanding and support. So.... I do think that whenever we find people with these quality. We can also consider them as family. And still there are some (or maybe many) of those related to us that never came even near to those qualities. And it sucks to maintain the bloodline to people like that!!
eheh, anyway, just remember, God rewards you with blood-related family. If they can ignore you... why can't you ignore them?! There are many of those out there who can accept you with open arms...
OK... so I have the recipe for deep fried Mars bar. I hope anor'll fry one for me.. LOL!!
Ingredients: 1 Mars Bar (UK) or Milky Way (US) 1 cup plain flour 1/2 cup corn flour A pinch of bicarbonate of soda (baking soda to Yanks) Milk or beer Oil for deep frying
Directions:
Chill the chocolate bar by keeping it in the fridge, but don't freeze it.
Mix the flours and bicarbonate of soda (baking soda) together.
Add milk (traditional) or beer (which gives a lighter result) until you get a batter with the consistency of thin cream.
Heat the oil until a small piece of bread will brown in a few seconds, but don't allow to smoke.
Remove wrapper from chilled chocolate bar. Coat completely in batter. Carefully lower into hot oil and fry until golden brown. Serve, with ice cream or french fries, if you're so inclined.
Yesterday, a friend of mine asked me when i'm gonna get married. Well.. she's not really a 'friend' its just that someone that happens to invade my MSN msgr. Anyway, I knew her existence since the year 2001. 2001 is the year when my chatting life conquered almost every grey matter of my brain. Still, its not like i've met her or anything close to meeting her!!
OK, frankly, I don't really mind if a person honestly wants to get a glimpse of what's happening to me... duh! By she keeps on asking the same question. OK so I know, she now have a son. So??? Why is me not married bothering her? Its like EVERYtime she's talks to me its about when are you getting married. Hellooo.. like there's a male for me to marry.. :roll:
So, yesterday, I told her yes i'm getting married. heh! hope she enjoyed me making up fairy tales of the wedding of my dream.. hahah! dream on!!! Kering-kering kena tipu dgn aku. I think that's what she wants. Some ole-unmarried lady.. seeking help from a wife cum mother for some advice on marital bliss... yeah right!! But.. for the sake of making someone happy.. what the heck, its kewl to lie...
I remembered anor's cousin, when she was still single, she's soo annoyed when ppl asked her about getting married. But now, she become the 'annoyer', asking anor when to get married. Oh c'mon...
I hope this kind of ppl will realise that what they feel is wonderful is not always great on our side. Please believe that we have our own rainbow. and yours may not be as adventurous and as exciting as others. So... hopefully, those young wives please la understand that live doesn't revolve around the husbandzzz. :roll:
Well, today i really really feel like eating chocolate. Heck! I rarely crave for chocolate. Sounded soo feminine somehow...
Anyway, I think I know why chocolate... I read the Anthony Bourdain's book 'A Cook Tour' again. And during his visit to the Scotland, he mentioned about Mars bar, dipped into fish&chips batter, and then its deep fried..
Ughhh... can you imagine, hot, sweet and chewy bar.. Its crazy!! I believe its one of the food to die for. Heh, now I can't really think straight. I think I'll have to go down to the store below this office, and search for a Mars bar.. still where can i find the right kitchen to cook it?? :sigh:
its gonna be bored today. anor went back to her parents house. But I'm stuck here with my stupid slipper is about five steps away to fall apart. :evil: And the only other footwear that i have is a 'selipar jepun' which easily fits into any dustbin.
OK, so which type of footwear do you like to wear? Some like it fancy, some like it comfy. For me, comfy comes first. Sorry la... I'm not the type of girl to get into some high-heeled strappy lil sandals. I can, if you want to see me walk with my nose on the street. That is why, my footwear of choice is either loafer (for formal purposes) and skate shoes (for everyday use). And never forget my most favourite footwear... selipar jepun!
I still remember the time when anor is waaaay too much into those strappy lil sandals. If i'm not mistaken, every month when there are times to visit any shoe shop. Dang! she'll surely buy one. Especially if there are some great bargain or promotion goin' on. Wow! that was good time I tell you!
Now... we only can spend our money to buy food... Its economic downtime everybody!! Just buy what you need.. hehehe :P
Moods...
youtte
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When you brought me here, I thought it was to kill me. Or to lock
me in some mystical dungeon for all eternity here, with the torture. Instead you go all Dumbledore on me.
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